Money = Argh!

Yet another 'depressing' blog Im afraid. I still haven't received the money for the bill I have to pay despite being promised I would get it today, why am I kidding myself? I'm not suprised it's not fucking been sent! I don't know why I trust people? I HATE lending people money - and borrowing it for that money, not because im a tight bitch but because when fall-outs happen people are constantly pestering you. I havent falled out with the friend that owes me the money but they aren't the most reliable person when it comes to money.

NEVER lend money to somebody. Well that's my opinion anyway. The past few days I have been feeling so ill with anxiety and depression over the way things are at the moment. (Yes, before you start going "blah blah blah you don't know what depression is". Believe me, I do! I have been in hospital over it - something Im not going to elaborate on and Im not looking for sympathy. Just don't trust people as much as you think.

My job is still pissing me off royally! I got a massive burn from the oven today and got fuck all sympathy off anybody. Im not expecting them to run around after me but the whole upper part of my arm is red and VERY sore. I didn't get break until 45 minutes before I was due to finish as well. I wish the bloody managers knew what they were doing. I can't wait to leave that shop.

This little hottie will cheer me up...